Friday, October 26, 2012

dear husband


i've loved you from the very beginning. ever since that moment when i was a
little girl and discovered i could share my life, my dreams, my triumphs, my
failures, my fears, my secrets, my very existence with someone, i've loved you dearly.
not a day has passed when i haven't thought or dreamed of you, & i hope you think of me.  i've kissed many frogs hoping they were you, but they weren't. are you coming soon?  i have a date tomorrow, & i know it's not you.  i wonder where you are.  are you just a few miles from me?  when i see shooting stars & wish on them, i wish for you, my love.  my mother keeps telling me that you are coming.  i try to have faith, but it's hard to when i still don't have you.  i will make love to you, & when we're old & gray, i'll still make love to you.  i love you with all my soul.  around people i look for you.  no matter where i am or who i am with.... i search for you & my eyes land on possible soul mates everywhere.  i am waiting for you, love.  i earnestly seek you every day, and every night in my dreams.  husband, no matter what you've done or i, you are mine and i am yours.  & even though I am still waiting on you, you are my true love, my soul mate, my best friend, my everything. God knew what he was doing when he made me wait this long for you. i love you. with every atom in my body, i love you. i cannot wait to meet you, whoever and wherever you are.